Feelings that starts from flickering of eyes, then travels to the tunnel of neural network. Rushing of blood in my heart and a deep slow awareness that last for a moment and then seems to vanish again and again. Hypnotize me in the hope of desire. Shivering my legs and hands. Skin is being numb. A fear of unknown future phobia appears in psyche, a disorder in strength heightens to the glory, body is diluting in dust. Each breath is the pure bliss of my life. Difference disappears between me and ether.
The thing that can only be felt but not be able to expressed, smoke of magic marijuana, magic that blend with the beauty of blood and spirit.
then again some miracle of nature……..
Flashing floodlights piercing through the green leaf of neem tree when I walk through the road, I used to visit my room, as usual as everyday. The star of moonless night shining at their full potential. The warm wind mixed with cold feelings gently passes through eyelash and my forehead. The small and barren mountain behind the Home building looks like a man in deep contemplation on sadder face of life. The orphan plants that grows on the foot of mountain struggling for their existence as Charles Darwin describe when he was alive. Everything seems to happen from eternal point of time, the absolute eternity
Flashback and again flashback ooooohhhhh I loose the contact and I am in my own artificial and ugly world.
I will again I think I move to cosmic world of absolute existence……….
The pure Consciousness.